It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
It's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
It's been a while
Since I could call you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it
all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
It's been a while
Since I could say I wasn't addicted
And
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well
It's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up
Just like I always do
And it's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
But everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
It's been a while
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been a while since I said I'm sorry
And It's been a while since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And it's been a while but I can still remember just the way you taste
But evertyhing I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been a while since I said I'm sorry
